Thursday, September 15, 2011

A rush of blood to the head

It is funny to have a playlist when you're in the cycle. And yes, I am specifically referring this to all women out there. A period mix? Tapi..boleh consider jugak lah kan.

Seriously, perempuan bila PMS, and period, memang unpredictable. Sekejap menangis, sekejap ketawa terbahak-bahak. They're confusing. Sometimes, aku pun sendiri confuse. This hormonal imbalance thingy is weird and complicated not just for men to understand, but for women as well. Semua pun tak kena. Sampaikan kena stage fright all the way dari mula sampai habis presentation. Ergh, crap!

Masa dalam kereta on the way balik Putrajaya tadi, semua lagu dekat semua channel sound dreadful, tak sedap, menyakitkan telinga. And I would rather not to listen to anything at all.

And then, I asked Along to change to something else, something decent, soothing, and pleasant to my ears. Nasib baik ada playlist zikr dalam phone. Nasib baik. Barulah tenang sikit.

Maybe, after all, the best period mix or PMS mix is zikr, words in remembrance of God, the one who gives you the pain, the roller coaster of emotional stability, as He is the only one who can ease the pain.

"When our hearts are perturbed and made uneasy by events, the best direction to turn is towards the remembrance of God, for "...surely by Allah's remembrance are the hearts set at rest." (Qur'an 13:28) And the dhikr, the remembrance, that encompasses God's aspect of Mercy through His name Al-Rahman, will stand as a protecting guard over error, arrogance, and an invisible, and deceptive enemy"




Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Babbling part 15 - Back to school

Soon, really soon, I'll be going back to school. Seronok sebab I'll get to see my dear friends that I miss soo soo much, catching up stories after 4 months of semester break (lama tu!). Seronok sebab nak pergi kelas, ada rutin normal pergi kelas balik kelas dan rasa seperti manusia berguna. Boleh hang out dengan kawan-kawan, nak ke KL senang.

Tak seronok nya sebab rutin bermalas-malasan yang bermaharaja lela masa cuti tak dapat diamalkan seperti selalu. Thesis dah start, kerja-kerja dewasa manusia berguna dah dimulakan.It's a good thing,though. Tak seronoknya sebab emikucing dah nak balik, and he'll not be here on 25th Dec nanti, so, most probably i'll send him off at KLIA this Sunday. 

So, dah nak kena start packing barang2. Banyak barang tertinggal kat Segambut, so tak adalah banyak sangat barang nak bawak kot for the time being, sampailah rumah tu dah siap renovate. I miss Segambut so much! I miss my friends!

Raya was great, menziarah famili, ke kubur, main-main dengan sepupu. Tapi,takdir Allah nak bagi demam right on the last day of fasting. I couldn't even get up to help my family prepare the food for raya. And then, masa Raya, atuk pulak demam, and on the last day I was at Muar, Umair pulak demam. Rasa bersalah sangat. Huhu. Nurul cakap, I am the real culprit, penyebar virus sakit !

Sampai hari ni, selsema masih ada, saki baki demam masih ada. Hopefully, by next week lebih sihat sebab taknak spread the flu to my housemates pulak kan? Lagi banyak orang sakit nanti.


Till then, let's say goodbye to holiday, and let's say hi to school!

Jom balik sekolah  :)