She, PanDemonium

Ugly faces 

Icah's Hypothesis :The more you come, the further I'll push you away. But Nadia, is not a quitter. She loves challenges. She is the total opposite of me. I am normal and she is insane! I am quiet and she is chaotic. I love to listen. But she loves to talk. I like to let things cool down, but she prefers to settle things ASAP. I think I'm cool. B-) But she thinks she's hot ( EURGH!) Despite being rejected, she never gave up on me. In a weird way, she changed me, a lot. Sometimes,I may sounds harsh,moody and cold towards you, But that doesn't mean that I don't love you, friend! Marah kan tanda sayang! hahahahhahaha! :P Having a friend like you  is a life's blessing! There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid, confused, without a road map. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while, people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead. - Lucas Scott One Tree Hill p/s :Happy birthday!

Babbling part 14 :Masa yang tertinggal

now playing : The Corrs -Runaway

It's been really hectic these past few weeks.
I was so exhausted that I almost give up towards the end. But hey, that's not the right way to do it.
Buat sampai habis, sampai terdaya, baru lah tawakal, and not giving up.

I can't believe how fast time flies.
Tengok-tengok dah tinggal one paper. Tahun depan, probably by this time, dah sibuk-sibuk nak tinggalkan uni life.

I dunno if it just me, but I hate it when the exam weeks coming to an end. Sebab everyone will be heading home, figuring out what to do on semester break....
Rasa macam ...sedih. Haha
Not for long, I only have a week of rest before going to Latihan Industri.
After 7 weeks, then, I'll have  a real looong holiday.
Cool huh?

Thought of doing something nanti untuk cuti yang sangat panjang.

Can;t believe that I'm going to be a final year student. Soon.
Cepat sangat rasanya!


For those who just started your study leave, selamatlah setadi.
Yang baru nak start exam, all the best.
Kepada yang dah habis paper, happy holiday.

To dear friends,
Selamat menempuh LI nanti ye? :)

Bukan susah nak susah

Hampir empat ke lima kali seminggu saya akan makan di restoran tom yam Kampung Bharu ni.
And almost everyday, ada abang tinggi, pakai backpack ni jual tasbih, manicure set dan macam-macam benda lain lagi. Dari satu kedai ke satu kedai dia pergi. He is not a Malaysian, i think. Probably from somewhere else, Bangladesh ke, I'm not sure.

Setiap kali makan situ dia mesti ada. Tak pernah penat, tak pernah putus asa walaupun buat benda sama. Hari hari. Dan tiap kali dia datang, beri salam dan tunjukkan barang-barang yang nak dijual, tiap kali tu kitorang cuma senyum dan geleng tanda tak nak beli. Tak pernah pulak dia nak marah orang tak nak beli barang dia.

SO?
Apa yang cuba nak disampaikan?
Walaupun hari-hari, semua ceruk kedai makan dia masuk, walaupun kena marah tak pun tak dilayan, dia tetap datang hari-hari, cuba jugak jual barang-barang yang dia ada.
Mana tau, hari tu rezeki dia. Sebab ada je saya pernah nampak orang beli manicure set dia yang berwarna-warni  tu.

Abang tinggi tu tak pernah putus asa. Dari saya second year, pertama kali bertapak ke Plaza Rah, sampailah saya dah nak ke tahun akhir next year. Orang yang sama juga.
Dan yang penting, usaha dia adalah punca rezeki yang halal.

Bukan macam mana-mana rakyat Malaysia pemalas, yang cuma tahu meragut, merompak, dan menyusahkan hidup orang lain. Nak dapatkan duit dengan cara mudah. TANPA perlu berusaha setimpal orang yang kerja sungguh-sungguh.




Bak kata Abah,
" Bukan senang nak senang, bukan susah nak susah "

Banyak mana?

'How much do you want it?'
'How BAD do you want it?'

Walaupun masih tak tahu apa matlamat jangka panjang,
at least I have my short term goals that I want to achieve.

Seriously.
Discovering what I want, is such a hard thing for me to do. I thought I want this, and I get what I want. But it turns out to be, this may not be good for me. Or I may not fit well in this.



Maybe perlu bertapa ke gua, ke kaki gunung, atau ceruk pedalaman mana-mana untuk mencari kemahuan diri sendiri?


p/s : Grand Canyon sounds great, boleh pergi lah macam ni. ;p

Gegeh!

Berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian,

bersakit-sakit dulu,

bersenang lenang kemudian :)